We saw Mausena for the first time in the new public library in our district town. I saw it for the first time and then I saw it for a while and then I said to myself, astrologer Ramchandra will surely accept that such a beautiful girl is not written by God on my forehead.
However, as I read "Life's Hope by Trying Hard", in that hope I contacted MAF to subscribe to a new member once the telephone number field was filled in!
Oma! What will be filled in the cell of the telephone number! When he saw me standing beside him he asked me a question,
- What do you want?
Dharmabatar, I have never stumbled in my life, but I was involved in everything I wanted to say that day. Somehow I could say, pay.
Mausina started saying with some annoyance,
- No you did! Come to the library but can't get the pen!
mouth out,
What will happen to the pen? I have already paid for that lesson.
Musena sat down to ask Omni,
- But why are you here?
- You can't say that.
- what's wrong with me?
- Can't say.
But it was beyond my imagination that Moussena would suddenly sit stubbornly. He pressed me and said,
- But I'm not leaving you without listening to the mosquitoes.
- Ok. I'll tell you to get out of the library.
- But go out.
,
When Mausena came out, he was laughing and laughing after listening to me. I just fell into a state of embarrassment, people gathered again. mausena stopped laughing
- You know, I was in a very bad mood this morning and now I smile so much that my stomach started hurting.
- Please don't laugh anymore.
- Why?
- I feel so stupid.
But why not say anything? But your mother did not harm the intellect.
You will not understand the embarrassment of seeing the bride. Who understands the pain
- Poor food!
- But the poor man has a name.
- What name do you hear?
- Available.
- I am the army.
- bad luck for me.
- Why?
This is not a western country.
- What happened?
- and that is all! There is no way to shake hands with such a beautiful woman! Inhuman culture.
- Hahaha. But you are not that stupid, upal babu.
- They say!
- By the way!
If a beautiful girl is standing next to you, the hour hand will move like the minute hand. And this is only a matter of few moments. Mousena said,
- Come today, Upal Babu.
- Will you come again tomorrow?
- Is there any need?
If you do not sleep at night, you will understand.
- What?
- No! nothing. come on.
,
On my way back home I thought of one thing. Whether a man's life is long or short, it depends on how the wife of the house will look like. Like our Nagen uncle says at least ten times a day, when will my bones join! When will I find some peace? Bought life so long! Auntie always hurts Uncle. I pray to God that a person like Nakan Kakkar does not have a long life!
As soon as Vaidyatal came, Vim called from behind and said,
- Well, I've been looking for you since that morning.
- Why are you watching? Whose father's faith?
- No you did! My aunt has been eating my head since last few days.
- Which aunt?
- Your mother?
- What are you doing?
- I have a headache.
- Adding salt?
- Remember! Be a little serious.
- Ok.
I have a cousin who lives in Jhilirpur. Once asked you to come and see.
- what is your name?
- Listen.
I bought Kajal to meet Sunaina. Oma! I see both eyes star! Even after sitting for half an hour, I could not shake it thinking whether it would be right to give kajal or not! In any case, Sunaina was looking at the cold drink. Meanwhile Vim murmured, Upalada is looking at you but now!
I told myself, well done!
Then a few days passed.
Leaving the illusion of Sunaina's eyes, I am thinking of putting my mind in my work, but my mind is not working now! Rabindranath in the library - Nazrul prints a face Only time floats - timeless. So I left for the library that day. Meet Vim on the way.
- Well, I see your tendency to read books lately.
Tell me one thing before that.
- What?
- Have you ever shown your hand to the astrologer Ramchandra?
- I showed. Damn one!
- Why? What happened?
- The man looks at the hand and says I have a princess on my forehead.
- It's a good thing. what's the problem?
- What will happen next? Cousin sister's daughter Urmila was also with us. I got very angry.
- Why? why are you angry
- do not be angry? If Nagin Kaka fights from one side of the house to the other, will he be able to withdraw the money in two-four annas? Can you tell? And boy say no princess!
- What happened then?
- What will happen next? Urmila said in reggae, how many ghats of water are you drinking on the floor, Bhimchandra! my love Is gone!
- Ahh! painful!
That day when Moussena was standing beside me in the library, I looked at my wristwatch. The army asked,
- Upal babu what are you watching?
- The hands of the clock.
- Why?
- Do not rush - now. That's it.
Mousena laughed and said,
- Upal babu, have you always been like this?
- How?
- I don't know. Go!
I looked sideways and saw Musena smiling silently. I don't know what to say at the moment. After sometime Musaini said,
- Drink tea?
- with permission. I drink tea every now and then.
- Where! I have met you before. I have never seen him drinking tea.
- What else can I eat if someone feeds me for free?
- Oh dear me!
After drinking tea, I asked the military,
Have you ever had such tea before?
- How?
- sweet smile.
- Will your tea turn bitter if I say yes?
If not, then add two more spoons of sugar.
- Hahaha! Who else can speak!
Tell me first, don't you?
- What?
It's the word you want to lose.
- But what will happen?
- I would be dumb!
- Well babu!
Ahh! Well babu! That honey in the mail!
Sometimes you don't want to believe your ears. Sometimes if I don't see Mousena, I tell Bhima,
- Upal Babu, give me two calls, Bhim.
- But you fell in love with Upalda, to be honest.
- Reading?
- Yes.
- Who will pick up?
And who will pick it up? There is no end to people drowning in the world. If not, why would Vim bring me this news in two days?
- Good luck?
- Tell me
- I got the news.
- What are you saying?
The girl is getting married to a professor named Harishchandra.
I was upset to hear this.
Vim asked me to reassure, perhaps,
- Why are you so upset, Upalada?
- No? Will that pretty girl listen to lectures in the morning and afternoon?
Vim can't find anything to say at this time.
Then I thought that I would not leave the house for a few days. In the morning I will drink a cup of lemon tea mixed with honey while listening to Rabindra Sangeet, in the afternoon I will recite the Akashleena poem by Jibanananda Das, in the afternoon I will touch the head of a pet cat. I will buy a pheasant too. I would sometimes talk to the birds. I tried it for a day or two. Birha-Tirah does not accompany me.
Bhima also came and said, Leave Upalada!
Even after giving up, the mind becomes restless again. I was standing in front of Mousenad's house in the tongi shop, so I was emptying the cup of tea one by one. In the afternoon as I was leaving the house, I said,
- Is this your house? I was passing by this side, see how it happened by chance.
Canai, the tongi shopkeeper, shouted, "Omni."
- you lied. The man has been drinking tea since then. I can't wash my cup of tea.
I told the army,
- Did you see? How barbaric are the people of this country with inhuman culture?
Mousena somehow stopped laughing and said, Upal babu!
During the fall of Chaitra, Mousena and I were walking side by side in the municipal park.
As I walked on, I said in a low voice,
- Girls, not a lot of magicians!
- Why?
- When he sees this, he smiles sweetly and finds the professor inside again.
- Don't look? Doesn't anyone have a cough?
- and that is all! It's all my mother's fault.
- Why? What did he do during this?
- Doesn't this mean that stick honey should be eaten without coughing a little!
- Well babu! But you are not only smart, but also very active.
- How do I know that?
- In this way he weakened a girl like me in words.
- Really?
- No doubt.
- But do not give me the responsibility of buying vitamins? Why the professor again?
Mousena laughed and rolled over!
After lunch that day, I sat down with Nazrul's Sindhu Hindol. God knows where the mind was on the pages of the poem. Where did the mother come from and in surprise said, Upal! why are you laughing alone?
At first I got angry and then I controlled myself and pretended to be a kind of hypocritical anger and said to my mother,
- Are you really holding me in your stomach?
- Why? what happened again?
- But why not? When does a boy of this age smile silently?
- If only! God! And I'm dying to find the girl.
- I can't find it anymore.
- As soon as you get it! Baba Upal remembered the moon and what else!
- Don't look for someone you miss.
- Who?
- Find out. I know him!
Vim knows what I don't know in this world.
If Vim doesn't know, nobody knows. That's why my mother has been meeting and talking to Vim frequently lately. Meanwhile, my patience barrier has been broken! So I told Vim,
- How many years will this Uruguay tour of yours last?
- Which round?
- And you don't understand. When are you going?
Mom has been in many places for a long time. I didn't get a headache from it.
Today my throat is getting so dry that even if a lizard walks inside the house, it seems that my mother has come! what is mother Meanwhile, the glass of water is being emptied one by one. I think water will fall on earth today!
Mother came at nine o'clock in the night. Omni said, is this your common sense?
mother said,
- Will you hear what happened earlier?
- Tell me.
Mausena's mother Arunima is my college girlfriend. See you after how long! What lets you go through the night without eating? Then how many gossips! How old are all the memories!
- Then?
Then how did he get married? How is the husband with the family? Why didn't I communicate or why so long? how's it going? And how much!
I almost got annoyed and said, I have never seen my mother so unkind?
- Hey people. No patience at all.
Seeing the girl filled my heart. I told Arunima, give me your daughter. I don't have any daughter of my own.
- Then?
- Arunima said, now children. How do I talk to him without asking? I'll tell you about it in a few days.
Mother's wait was better than this. Purnendu Patri has rightly written, Death is better than waiting. The mind does not stay inside the house. I go around with vim, I don't take the time to get there. I tell Vim,
- This is how God understands and adjusts time!
- You too, please? You can visit once.
- Are you talking?
- But what else!
- Don't stay
- Why?
- it increases.
- What does it take?
- Heartbeat!
Although my heart pounded, I visited the library, the municipal park, several times on the way from the Moussenas home to college. Had I not been ashamed, I would have run to the candy shop. Whatever it is, how many people are on the streets, but it seems empty. In the midst of that emptiness, I spent a few days and felt proud in my heart. The girl could communicate with herself once. Besides, there's no reason to be so late!
That day I was sitting in a corner of the library with a sad face. After some time I saw the army coming. She is wearing Dhakai saree. I'm sure I won't say anything in my mouth today. What Osprey! The army came and asked how are you?
I wrote on a piece of paper without speaking,
Feeling like we have 'run out gas' emotionally
very lonely.
inside the chest
no one care..
I looked at Musena and saw him smiling silently. He pulled up a chair and wrote under my writing,
Even if you come close, do not come close
don't give up
Night falls and dawn doesn't come
what kind of game?
After some thought, I also wrote below it
how long have i been talking
burn alone
the ashes are burnt in the same way
Greece throughout Troy Roman.
The army took some time this time. Then he wrote,
happy woman birth
behind the shame of death
i can also give
You raised both hands.
I didn't know what to write Happy Leave! I used a pen
let's go together
at the end of chaitra day
you and we will meet
Palash will bloom in the forest.
Musena smiled shyly and extended his right hand. Holding my hand, I remembered that this is a public library!
Story: Teal Wind.
Moinul Shanu.
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